The previous post might have come up as a little bit too strong, but I wasn't trying to be superior. If anything, I was trying to try to explain the situation and also, expressed my feelings. This is, after all, my blog and it has been one of the place, besides Twitter, that I actually put effort in expressing my feelings when humans fail me. So yes, this is my safety box, I write trash in here, trash people don't even want to read and well, things that means a lot to me that meant nothing to some other people.
Thing is, I wasn't trying to be superior and making Ab look half the man that he actually is.
I was trying to explain a situation that doesn't feel right to me personally and well, I actually felt better after that whole word vomit. Truth is, Ab hates confrontations, especially with his dear ones, and he knows it might lead to some unsightly things and that is why he wants to avoid it. While I, on the other hands, hates keeping it inside of me. I rather put my cards on the table and talk whenever possible. For me, if I don't like it, it means I don't like it. No amount of persuasion will make me like it so yes, while I wore my heart on my sleeve, Ab rather keep it hidden so as to have a peaceful world.
I'm not saying I wouldn't want a peaceful world, I just rather want a non-judgmental world with a lot less hypocrisy going around. I can't stand liars and hypocrites and as much as I might be one of those that I hate, I am not a hypocrite.
