It's funny how it's those people who knew us the least, have the most to talk about.

Honestly, yes. It's bugging me how some people just could not get over the idea of me and Ab dating, and have so much to say about it. Is it really worth talking about us behind our back, during supper and drinking tea? Don't you people have a life and talk about, say about how big your penises are? Oh, I forgot. Your ball sacs and penis detached itself from your body the moment you guys start talking about us behind our back instead of shoving it to our face. What a shame.

I really do not want to end 2011 with a grudge.
But let's put it on the table and act like an adult for once.

Listen. I like Ab. Like a lot. I might not think of starting a relationship with him, get married and have his babies yet, but I like him. Ab is a nice guy and a real gentleman. He's goddamn patient with all my crazy antics and my mood-swings and he treats me like a princess on days I least deserve it. He had seen me without make ups, he have seen me cry (though I'm not entirely proud of it) and he still finds me beautiful. And none of those above he did was to try to get into my pants. For once, I'm dating a guy who doesn't even have the slightest intention to get into my pants or to score for the night. And I am keeping him, for he is a keeper.

I know we are not anything yet, but we could be. I can't promise Ab anything solid right now, but I really like the direction we are heading as at of the moment. Yes, relationships fail, couples break up, marriage don't last and love fades, and trust me, I know that after every fail relationship we always go back to our friends. And although what Ab & I have is uncertain, I'm willing to take a chance. And if you're his friends, you guys should be happy for him, instead of resenting it and bitching about him behind his back, acting like a bunch of high school girls just passing through puberty.

I know Ab has been spending way too much time with me, and trust me, I really want him to spend his time equally with you guys too. I've always been telling him to treat his life the same way he did before he got to know me because I know it's unfair. I've got good guyfriends, and recently, we have been drifting apart, but I did not bitch about him behind his back and said, "Alah, pentingkan nonok je. Da lain ah kau sekarang." No. I don't do that. In fact, I'm happy for them that they found someone special they could talk to at night, someone that actually makes them happy without even doing anything.

And it pisses me off to no end when I got to know some people are acting like a little bitch.

What I'm trying to say here is that, give Ab a break.
Get off his back for awhile and stop the bitchings. I know Ab doesn't show that he cared so much, but I know how he feels when he found out people are saying things behind his back. I like him enough to put myself in a spot right now, and be a total bitch on New Year's Eve. So yes, cut him some slack for awhile here. Ab is still the same person he was a few months ago before he met me, so chill the fuck out. If you wanted so much to lepak with him, give him a call. I can assure you he'll be one happy ass.