2011 is the year of my breakup. It's the year when my relationship with Faiz was really going nowhere else but downhill, and it was really full of nonsense and heartbreaks in the early part of the year. It's the year where I realized who my true friends were, despite my hasty choice. I really am glad to have Alysha back in my life. It's when I finally am relieved to have some of the friends I lost back, while some friends like Faris and Jun I lost for good and have no intention to even ask why or even fix it back. It's full of drama, heartbreaks, blood and tears but I guess it got better by mid year. I realized when I'm single, it's the same people who kept coming back and it's the same mistakes I'm making over and over again. It's also the year I met someone really nice and patient like Abdil and also how knowing him widens my social circle even more. 5 months knowing him passed really quickly and I wished time would slow down a little. It's a year I would look back and think, some decisions are worth the temporary pain while some decisions would make an impact in my life. I'll never regret this year, because I know, as years pass by, I'm minimizing the amount of mistakes I'm making in my life because after all, I'm only human. 2011 is full of lessons learnt and mistakes mended and I'm glad I live through almost 12 long months to see it end.

...and 2012, you had better be awesome.