If you ask me to describe my life right now in two words, it would definitely, without any doubt,

"FUCKING AWESOME."

I'm that fucking serious. Please remove all thought of me having a relationship hangover, because as much as you guys desperately hoping me to be all upset and fucking drunk from hurt, I'm not. I'm pretty much having one of my best time in my life, so fucking awesome, if it really takes a heartbreak for me to get to this good stuff, sign me the fuck up already. Seriously.

Though sometimes I wished Faiz didn't delete me off from his friend list in Facebook, so that I could rub it in his face on how much fucking joy I've been missing out when I was with him. Ungrateful bitch that fucker. I fucking ditched my whole life just so I could be a part of his, and this is the kind of nonsense I went through. Never mind the fact that I forgave him even after he swing the helmet on my head, never mind the fact that I was with him through HIS thick and thin and that we never really had a taste of my thick and thin. Never mind all that fact because honestly, after looking back, I'm just really blinded by all the nonsense. Haish. And here I thought I really loved him.

So much for love huh?
Like what my friend had said, "Built walls around your heart."

And that, I will.

HEHEHEHE AYAH JUST TEXTED ME BACK WITH A
"Thanks Anis. Be a nice girl."

HAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA AYAH WHY YOU SO CUTE.
Happy birthday Ayah, though I have no freaking idea how old you are this year but you are by far, the best uncle I ever had. Thank you for taking care of me when I was younger and I love you till eternity. Muah muahhhhh <33

But anyway...
Why do I digress alot? Haish.
But Ayah so cute, I likeee. Hehehehehe.
So anyway, bottom line is...

I'm thankful you're here. It's true that you have to leave your past to live your future, and I'm gonna utter bullshit after this so might as well stop here. Thank you to my friends, every each and single one of you, I love you all muah muah muah.